Why?

Why couldnt control my emotions?
Why am I acting so childish again?
Why?
Why?
Why?

Zzz

Fucking annoyed. Cannot stand this pattern. Fuck up. Bye.

解脱

后来 我才明白
有些事你只对朋友说
我和你 就像天和地
你是云 天上飞
而我的泪水地成了河

像是好遥远哦，我也明白了。
放手吧，让自己的心开始新的解脱，新的开始，让该来的爱人来吧。

但，我还是怕怕的。真的。:

Why

Sometimes,  I don't understand what am I thinking about actually. Why do I feel this way? Why do I feel angst, worried, anxious, weird over all of these? So annoying.