crazy

One cup of milo is never enough.
When you are bored, eating and drinking helps to pass time.
(:

Well......
I need some advice, this is going real crazy!
I know its weird but..
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Sudden.

Very random. Hmm. I don't know how to react, but just to carry on with my own stuff.

Westlife

Forgot to bring my earpiece out today! I just blast out the music in the office. HAHAHA. 

The playlist for today will be Westlife songs! YAY! Always loving their songs~~~ :) 

Two more weeks to my birthday! 

Nothing to look forward to, somehow, more to August instead - TAIWAN TRIP. 

HAHAHA. 

SPMS ALWAYS SCREWED UP FOR STARS

Hmm...

Seriously, SPMS is dam fucked up, especially with course timetable. EVERY SEMESTER NEVER FAILED US. LOL.

Apparently, I want to graduate within 3.5 years, so as to save one semester school fees, worth $4K, which means I need to overload modules this semester as well as taking year 4 major prescribed elective. BUT, there's no more vacancies for CM4016, so I emailed Janice, but she just replied 'no more vacancies'. Helloooooo. You all are the one who encourage us to graduate earlier, take more modules, now you tell me no need to take also can. 

Nevermind. Second thing is, they only opened limited slots for our year 3 cores modules. LOL. WIN LIAO LOH. Initially, I only managed to register 2 cores, 6.0AU. Fighting star wars from 1.30-4.30pm, but failed, only had 2 cores. DEPRESSING. At 4.30pm, Janice sent email, telling us that she opened 40 slots for CM3041. BUT LOL, 4.30PM STARS CLOSE LIAO LA. LOL. After that, my friend told me that 5pm STARS can access, fine, I waited, BUT I COULDN'T REGISTER ALSO. LOL. Depressed 2nd time. 

Dam sad... 

1. no more 3.5 years 

2. waste money

3. dont know why so suay or laptop too slow, CAN'T register CM3041.

Thankful, the course coordinator decided to register the core for us. THANKS. If not, I can't even graduate in 4 years. Cause of this, I already gave up the plan for 3.5 years, and start planning to go for overseas exchange. NOW, they opened slots for CM4016. So, I applied overload, but the school replied say YOU CAN'T OVERLOAD because your AU haven't reach maximum. WHAT THE FUCK, of course haven lahh, I haven't register my electives what. == 

SIGH.

SO AM I SUPPOSE TO PLAN FOR MY 3.5 OR EXCHANGE NOW? D:

If let say I want to add CM4016, I will have 7 modules (which they probably won't allow me to overload), or I have to drop my electives. But, I'm taking AHSS, Med Chem, Malay level1. EH COME ON LAH, I NEED TAKE ALL THESE IN THIS SEMESTER 1. LOL. DROP WHAT SAI. T___T

WHY SO SUAY

Depressing day..

I dropped my ezlink card in bus 179... I immediately took a train to boon lay from pioneer which cost me $1.50... When i reach the boon lay interchange, the person say dont have.... So i train back from boon lay to serangoon, costing me $2.80... So from serangoon, i walked bavk home, 40mins... Best thing is, my house lift maintenance... 

SIGH.
I just bought my train and bus consession pass, cost $85!!! And inside my card got $$6.50!!!

TRANSPORTATION SO EXPENSIVE. 

Prep for taiwan trip

Was reading this taiwan travel guide...  Its so amazing!!!  Practically everything is inside!!! And the best part is, they name all the famous places to go/eat by the MRT stations. So its very convenient! With directions to go of course. Theres a lot of cafes i want to go!!! Too much!!! 

New insights

In the past, when i start to read posts or photos about relationship and love, i will be envy over it or even ask myself what am i doing in my life? But for now, these thoughts are no longer there in my mind. :) i guess its a good start for me, that im really starting to get over it, although its long, but better than none.

Right now, im focusing on working which gaves me a sense of satisfaction and achievement. Even though it can be tiring at times whereby for consecutively one week and counting of sleepless night, working non-stop, sleeping at late hours for less than 5 hours every single day. Its worth it. Its the process and the togetherness that matters. 

Month of July has came, its the month where my side starts to kick start with something. Busy month actually. Upcoming event will be the gala seminar. Im excited about it! Being the awardee and award IC, makes me feel like im worth something. You may not know, but i do. It will be a 100% successful show that day. 💪

Followed by my birthday. Nothing much to be happy about it or what. Lol. 22 just feels too old. :/ probably my only wish is to have someone important in my life to celebrate this special day with me. But who? Is it you?

& August is a good month too.
MY TAIWAN TRIP @ Taipei. 3rd to 8th Aug.
I haven't plan my iternery, shall do it later. There's too many places i want to go. Beitou hot spring.
Tamsui.
Jiufen. Shifen.
Yingyang Sea.
Yang ming Shan.
Ximending.
Shilin.
Many night markets.
& moreeeeee.
SHOPPING SPREE!!!!

Then school starts.
Then NTU fest run. 5km. My officially 5km run. Lets do this! 😉

Planning for exchange in year 4. Choosing between hong kong or korea. For language and food, yes hong kong. For sceneries attractions and clothes etc would be korea. Both cost and expenses are about the same.... Total airtickets, accomodation, insurance, miscellaneous fees and expenses about 10k? Need to start saving money from now onwards!

A lot of things to write to myself.

Have been watching this taiwan drama, 莫非，这就是爱情。Murphy's law of law, where one part of the scene inspired me to write back my blog. -writing letter to myself-

To be honest, its been few days or weeks its been bothering inside my mind. Fuck. I dont stalk your instagram, but you have been posting photos lately, with her, together. You told me before that you would want to go overseas with your special one to certain country, like Japan, and yeah, you did that, with her. Wow. I dont know when you started off with her, but congratulations. Theres two sides of me right now. Im happy that you found your girl, yet, at the same time, im angry because i still couldn't move on. I should be glad that you have. But just certain parts of me was hoping for that moment to happen, but it wont be. Was sad, to be frank.

But. Im happy with my single life. 8 months and counting. Just a little sad to be lonely at times. Doing things alone can be meaningful and productive. Now, just looking forward to my Taiwan trip in early August. Wanted to travel alone overseas but probably end of the year, so can travel further. Hehe. Im ready!! Skipping July would be great, not wanting birthday to arrive, like really.. Just dont like that number, that day, that month.............

Feeling sick at this timing.. Sucks.. Faster recover xx, tomorrow got star wars okay!!!!!! Hope to get all the modules i wanted. Especially malay level 1!! Im ready to kick start with new language againnnnnn!! :)

Guess half?

Back to blog is either good things happen or bad things happen.

My Love Wll Get You Home

If you wander off too far, my love will get you home.
If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If the bright lights blinds your eyes, my love will get you home.
If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever feel ashamed, my love will get you home.
When there's only you to blame, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home,
Boy, my love will get you home.


- Was rewatching Heart of Greed drama, still loving this song so much. Although the ending for my favorite couple (Raymond & Linda) coulndn't get together, but, still ship them! His love is forever. 

-Sometimes, I do wonder if you ever happen to be here, my love will get you to our home too, my love. Its been more than a week already, but it feels like more than a year. Be it 50 years old, 60, 70, 80, 90, 100, my love is still here, waiting for you. Always believing in you.