Woohoo~

O. His birthday is coming. Just realised he is a libra~~~~~~~~~~~ 😍😍😍😍😍 hah. Handsome. Sexy voice. All ticked. 😘😁😁😁

Quote

Got this quote from my blog 

Love is something far more than desire for sexual intercourse; it is the principal means of escape from the loneliness which afflicts most men and women throughout the greater part of their lives

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Some thoughts in my mind... 

running through my mind...

been awhile thinking...

Is it me or you?

Just felt different since that day... So not you LOL...

Seems more mature. LOL.

K i think i should take back my words.

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HI XX.

SAY BYEBYE TO YOUR EC.

HE NOT TAKING SENGKANG SHUTTLE BUS LIAO.

K BYE. 

:<

No fate. :) 

Whenever sick, fucking no appetite. -.-

& my nose like tap water. LOL. FUCK SIA.  

Sick .

Most hated thing is "falling ill".
Seriously, there's so many things to do, & i'm falling sick at this crucial moment. CRIES.
I want to rest, but I got no time to do so!!!!. :(
FUCK SIA. Yesterday fever, today high fever. SIMI SAI. Shouldn't I suppose to recover and get better? :(

I NEED A BREAK.
I NEED TO SLEEP.
I NEED TO STUDY.
I NEED TO CHILL.
CALM DOWN XX.

I need a listening ear.
I need a company.
I need a hug.

I feel like dying. Pain die me. T_T

How?

Using work to numb my heart, for a year already. Doesn't seem to work. What is the alternative then?

Westlife - I need you

Baby,baby,

I swear to you,

Baby,baby, 

I'm here for you,

I don't know why,

why i did those things to you,

what went through my mind,

And i don't know why,

why i broke your heart in two,

guess that i was blind,

Baby how i wish you could forgive me,

just one more time,baby...

And i swear,

I'll be there,

anytime you want me to,

I'll be true,

here for you,

Don't leave me lonely,

cause i need you,

Guess i've been a fool,

Now i can see the price to pay,

I can't run and hide,

Cause i'm loosing you,

and my chances slipped away,

with each time i lied,

Baby how i wish you could forgive me,

One more time, 

oh yeah

And i swear,(and i swear)

I'll be there,(i'll be there)

anytime you want me to,

yeah,

I'll be true(i'll be true)

here for you,

Don't leave me lonely,

cause i need you,

Baby, 

Living without you,

will tear me apart,

When i know how it could have been,

But i don't care what it leads to,

let's make a new start,

and give love a chance to win,

cause,baby i swear,

Baby,baby, 

I swear to you,

anytime you want me to,

Yes i swear,

Baby, baby,

I'm here for you,

don't leave me lonely,

Cause i need you, (i need you)

And i swear,

I'll be there,

anytime you want me to,

yeah,

I'll be true,

here for you,

Don't leave me lonely,

Cause i need you, (cause i need you)

And i swear,(you know i'll be) 

I'll be there,(i will be there)

(i swear) I'll be true,(i will be true)

Don't leave me lonely,

Cause i need you,

Yes baby i need you.......

Shall be using this song for my sign language project!!! This song is nice toooooooo. :) 

I don't know who will the one, that is my future guy that will be there for me both good and bad times, caring for me, treating me as of importance, providing a sense of security and assurance, telling me, all is fine, you got me, everything just depend on me. I'm just a woman. I'm strong. But, I always feel that I need just one guy that takes care of me, but reality turned me to be strong in war, doing all by myself, not depending on others. Could it be a good thing or no?

I received this question, stop dwelling over the past, embrace the present and future. Maybe the 7th one is your future one. As you have said, its a "Maybe" answer... It could be the right one, or another piece of bastard again. Dont you think so? Are guys even mature enough to handle all these? Why keep playing? Girls are just pieces of toys for you all? O well. 

:/

麻痹像是唯一的solution

Sleep?? So hard...

So everytime I cant sleep.
I just listen to songs till next day.

Cold

Just feel so cold. So cold. So cold.
Stop it stop it stop it.
I still cant.
Cant do anything about it. But cry.
I cant help myself. Nobody can too.
Is my problem.
Wasting my tears.
What am I doing????
Why.    

Well. Nobody knows. Nobody cares. Even if you do, you cant do anything about it. I cant even help myself. Cant solve this issue. How?

;(

Very tired but I cant sleep. Just feel sad. N cry. For no reason. Nobody seems to understand me. Well. Not even myself. I dont know what I want either.  :( can someone heal me? I thought I was okay already. Maybe not. I hate it.