Monday, 12 October 2015

Bye singapore

Going to fly to KL soon~
Who will miss me when im gone?
I wonder.

Sunday, 11 October 2015

Fuck

Phelgm stuck in my throat. No air comes in. Fuck you. I almost rip. Im serious.

Saturday, 10 October 2015

Kill me

Sick in bed. Cough like shit. Breathe like some mad dog. Fuck.

我真的很爱你。我真的很舍不得你。很不想离开你

Omg now the drama so sad... They broke up.. Fuck can feel the real feelings of theirs when they quarrel and tear... :( omg he tear, I fucking hell cry like shit... :( omg.....

He said "我真的很爱你。我真的很舍不得你。很不想离开你"
she said "下辈子我只会认出你,和你在一起"

Fuck.... I cry like dog... Cant stop my tears flowing... 最痛苦的爱情莫过于这种爱着对方但不能在一起,只能默默的守护对方,远远的看着对方。

Then the scene when he shouted at the yacht that he dont want anybody, not his family, because of him being a tool in the family, he just want her.. Can see he really scream form his bottom of his heart... Whole face red.. And he teared... & the part where he told yang mi, he really love her so badly, really want to be with her, really dont bear to leave her, dont want to leave her..  Hais... And they kissed... But they tear like shit!!!!! :(((((

Why so sad!!!!
Sigh...
Cant control my emotions now...
Depressed mode...
T T

Fuck

Fuck sia. I dont want eat medicine. Eat le also still the same. No, worst, shiver like still. Fuck sia. Then I freaking hell cant sleep at night, I need some oxygen tank. 😣😣

啊

当生病时就会知道到底谁才会关心你的。。。好残忍啊。。。但这是事实。。。寂寞的心灵总会留在最低的心里,不让人知。就好好的活着这个寂寞的生活吧。

Friday, 9 October 2015

Woohoo~

O. His birthday is coming. Just realised he is a libra~~~~~~~~~~~ 😍😍😍😍😍 hah. Handsome. Sexy voice. All ticked. 😘😁😁😁

Thursday, 8 October 2015

Quote

Got this quote from my blog 

Love is something far more than desire for sexual intercourse; it is the principal means of escape from the loneliness which afflicts most men and women throughout the greater part of their lives

~~

Some thoughts in my mind... 
running through my mind...
been awhile thinking...
Is it me or you?
Just felt different since that day... So not you LOL...
Seems more mature. LOL.
K i think i should take back my words.

&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&
HI XX.
SAY BYEBYE TO YOUR EC.
HE NOT TAKING SENGKANG SHUTTLE BUS LIAO.
K BYE. 
:<

No fate. :) 

Whenever sick, fucking no appetite. -.-
& my nose like tap water. LOL. FUCK SIA.  


Sick .

Most hated thing is "falling ill".
Seriously, there's so many things to do, & i'm falling sick at this crucial moment. CRIES.
I want to rest, but I got no time to do so!!!!. :(
FUCK SIA. Yesterday fever, today high fever. SIMI SAI. Shouldn't I suppose to recover and get better? :(

I NEED A BREAK.
I NEED TO SLEEP.
I NEED TO STUDY.
I NEED TO CHILL.
CALM DOWN XX.

I need a listening ear.
I need a company.
I need a hug.

I feel like dying. Pain die me. T_T