張智霖－祝君好

OMG.. Just finished watching the 澳­門街 drama.. a very famous and enlightment hk drama back then.. I swear, I cried badly every episode.. Yeah, I must be crazy.. But its really very sad and touching.. The feeling is like, he really love the girl from young, is part of his life, yet, they can't be together, because he knows he is unable to give her happiness and future despite him able to talk after so much obstacles in his life.. No matter how heartbreaking he is, he tried all his ways to let her be happy, even as to let her be with another guy (steven ma).. omg.. I watch until I really dam heart pain.. is there any guy that is able to do that? So big heart.. So love her.. I know, the drama ending sucks because they can't be together.. but I really hope the movie 十月初五的月光 they can be together... like PLEASE...

Hearing him sing this song live,  I ALSO CRY. WTF. 

But see the difference, hahahas, drama 15 years ago, he was dam young and round. 15 years later, now old already, not round le, but still dam cute. hahahahahhas. 

FUCK. IM REALLY EXCITED FOR THE MOVIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. FASTER COME OUT OKAY. I NEED TO WATCH ITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT. :) 

ANNOYEDDDDDDD

Dammmmm farrrrrrr sia. Singapore so far. Omg. Far until I want to laugh. So annoyed. Whatever la. None of my business.

Sian la. Dam sick of quantum already. Just finish spectro part only. Still need to do the tutorial question. 1.5/9 done. Gg. Why so stress. Why cant de-stress? Sian. Stress until I want cry already. Fuck sia. Sibei no mood and motivation to study la. Knn. So annoyed. ANNOYED. 😡😡😡

I WANT KILL PEOPLE. 😭

OVERSEAS STUDY CAN?

Hmm.. I want to go overseas to study, Gem-Explorer, for half a year. I really want to. Trying to find ways to do so now. So as to escape from Singapore. Yes, XX, you can do this.

Ringtone

Hawick gave Yang Mi de ringtone: 你的未来只有我，我的未来只有你，你是我的女友、我的老婆，我的孩子的妈，我老年的伴儿，我乔津帆今生来世都是你的，我爱你! Yang Mi gave Hawick de ringtone: 津帆，我爱你，真的很爱你，一生都爱你!


THUMBS UP TO MY IDOL HAWICK LAU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FUCK SIA. I NEED THIS KIND OF HUSBAND HAHAHHAS.
IF CANNOT FIND, THEN BE SINGLE SUA.

Theres always many uncertainties in life. In my life, too. I think to think through again, if this is the right decision for me right now. I can't take any risk. I won't be. & I will NOT be. If there's anything making me likewise, I .. shall just continue to chase my idols (since they will always be there, with happiness, and not sadness & uncertainties). I wouldn't want to try again. No. I won't be, again. Not stupid to do that. Maybe right now is not the time for me. I should continue to focus on my studies. My path is still young and long for me to walk through myself.

Uncertanities

A lot of things to think through. Bye.

Fucked up life

Wake up, first thing is need study.
Go home also need to study.
Before sleep also think dao haven study finish.
Fuck up life.

Really mugging life.
XX the mugger.
Dieeeeeee.

Need some source of entertainment.
Where are you? To entertain me.
L

quote

A good relationship is when two people accept each other’s past, support each other’s present, and love each other enough to encourage each other’s future. So don’t rush love. Find a partner who encourages you to grow, who won’t cling to you, who will let you go out into the world, and trust that you will come back. This is what true love is all about, and it’s always worth the wait.

盛夏晚晴天 Episode 34

The part where I meant in my old post.. where I cried like shit over this scene.. Haish, so sad.. :(

So pain

Fuck my whole back body dam pain. Cant move a shit. Feel like the bone just disconnected by itself. Fuck. Dam pain my back.

Help....
Very pain....
Recently every night keep having this issue....
Fuck.
Need massage liao. Something is wrong with ny body. Too stiff or what?

!!!!

Why am I so angst over this issue? Is none of my business. I dont need to care so much right. Then why am I here, trying with all my heart to help? But yeah. I dont get appreciated. Its redundant. Usually I could be just ignore because I dont care. But why am I caring so much? It makes my heart ache. Slowly. A little bit. This feeling sucks. Like I said, stop caring for others. They dont appreciate at all. They dont. They choose to find to talk to those that they feel is more helpful to them, which are those fucking negative amnoying idiotic bastards and bitches. Whatever. Im not caring anymore. Not caring. Fuck this shit. Fuck you. Why did I enter your Life? Im getting out of here.

是歌吗还是自己的心在隐隐作痛。觉得心很酸，不喜欢这总感觉。有点流泪的feel。有点不开心。

爱不了，还是放手吧。～ 林峰

有人说，入睡前的最后想起的人是你最喜欢或让你最心痛的。。