A boring day at home

Finally updated my blog template and layout, got to thank Jasmine for helping me with the *problems*. Changing my blog was a tough one and I really loved my blog a lot! WOOOOO! :) Feel free to write in my tagboard okay? Just hope that my blog doesn't go dead again. :x

Today was a really boring day. What I did was using laptop to play maple, doing time temple quest and making my blog while watching 回到三國. I should say 'listen' to the drama instead of 'watching' it since it was kind of boring anyway.

Sigh, now it's already Sunday 7:29pm. Tomorrow is the start of FYP again. NOOOO, I'm super sad you know. I'm suppose to enjoy my holidays but instead, i'm staying at home chionging hk dramas. Hais, I really want to go out and of course, deep in my heart is with . . . I hate myself for even thinking of this. Why I can't have the courage to even talk to you? Everyday, every night, I'm just hoping you will start to talk to me and I'm already contented. The more I tell myself to give up, the more I think of you.  The more I force myself, the more everything came in. So, I guess I just follow my heart and see how it goes.

I don't know why I'm starting to believe horoscopes. Hmm, it seems to give me hope everyday for me to live on with my life. At least for me that is. /: I should believe right, since it says September will be a good month for me. (unexpected thing uh?)

Awesome!

Great day with yihui, baby and doreen today! A photo depicts everything. :) 

touched by ting's words

Somehow, this came to my mind...

I remembered during my birthday, ting wrote me a birthday card which really made me broke into tears. "Keep this in mind, no matter what happens, you still have us! (I see you these few days like not happy)"

Hahas, since two months ago, didn't know I've been 'not happy' in school; which even my friends have notice that. I, tried to mask myself with jokes and laughter but somehow it failed right? /: I know it's wrong to do that but I can't stop myself.

#Leo - Emo aura can be deadly ; it spreads to people somehow

Lovely dream

I'm so going to blog this up..

Hahas, I had a great dream. Although I know that its just a dream, but it feels real in the dream. I really hope that you actually did hug me from behind tightly, head down beside my neck and not let me go and said " I can't forget you still & .. ". At that point of time, I felt really really happy and shocked at the same time but I do know that is just a dream. Dream will or will not exist in reality. Is it so suddenly that I will dream of this kind of thing? Is weird right? /:

I feel like crying too because I know I will wake up from this dream sooner or later. How I wish I get to be in the dream forever. Dreams are dreams. How long will this thing holds?

Do it before you regret - Junhao

G.Na - Without You

English Translation:

The rain that started to fall since yesterday is not stopping
Just like my falling tears
I don’t want to look at the separation that starts from today
Just like my crying face
You said you only had me and we were never going to break up
But why are you leaving me?

Without You – I can’t do anything
Without You – I can’t go anywhere
I count down and wait one, two, three, four days
Until the day you come back to me, till you hug me again
I will wait for you a day by day

From my head to my toes, I will be soaked
Because of the tears I shed for you
What do I do now- my heart is already so in pain
Because of the thorn-like memories
You said you loved me, you said you weren’t going to leave me alone
But why are you leaving me?

Without You – I can’t do anything
Without You – I can’t go anywhere
I count down and wait one, two, three, four days
Until the day you come back to me, till you hug me again
I will wait for you day by day

No no- you said I was ugly when I cried so you didn’t like it
So I will smile- even if I have to force it, I will smile
Please come back- Without You

Without You – I can’t go anywhere
I count down and wait one, two, three, four days
Until the day you come back to me, till you hug me again
I will wait for you a day by day

Was in love with this song, and i came to search for the lyrics.. okay, i.. the lyrics is.. yeah.. nice.. 

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ぜんぜんわかりません！

かなぁず。。。

why am i feeling kinda hmm, how should i say, something i haven felt before? ><

well, that day i really played too much until i myself got a shocked out if it. is like, i got fooled by myself. now what am i feeling now? o.o

what are we doing now? LOL. it just seems so fun to play with. it could be real, or fake, or dreams that could become true in the future. is it what i want now? idk.

felt so different from before. perhaps, i like this kind of feeling, -play- LOL.

but, no matter how happy am i, i cant get over with . i wanted to tell people about how i felt, but, whenever i did that, i told people that im fine im fine. isnt it what i want? but fact is, im not. but i cant do anything already. is not like i still like, but just, cant accept the fact much. hmm.

異能？ だい好きでしょ？ ぜんぜんわかりまぜん。どしお？

TT

omg, i swear that industrial chemistry is HELL. no wonder so many forward students and bad grades last year! wth sia, that freaking C2 products already want to kill me!!! Not to mention about the theory part and the calculations...

ok, kinda forget already... FUNNY UH?!

PRAY AH PRAY, LET IT ALL GO IN MY MIND. HUAT AH.

😖

I don't know this feeling.. its different.. how should i say it? hmm.. is just normal feeling uh, but.. somehow, its special? or maybe not.. well.. what should i do?

(￣^￣)ゞ

全然わかりません。度しよう？