Why?

Why couldnt control my emotions?
Why am I acting so childish again?
Why?
Why?
Why?

Zzz

Fucking annoyed. Cannot stand this pattern. Fuck up. Bye.

解脱

后来 我才明白
有些事你只对朋友说
我和你 就像天和地
你是云 天上飞
而我的泪水地成了河

像是好遥远哦，我也明白了。
放手吧，让自己的心开始新的解脱，新的开始，让该来的爱人来吧。

但，我还是怕怕的。真的。:

Why

Sometimes,  I don't understand what am I thinking about actually. Why do I feel this way? Why do I feel angst, worried, anxious, weird over all of these? So annoying.

Travel to kl.

Different feeling when going overseas with friends and colleagues.

To airport ~

On the way to airport...
Whenever flying off, theres always a lot of thoughts in my mind running through... If today is my last day of living my life, who will I think or worry about? Who will be the last one in my mind? Could it be you? :)

All the best in everything.
I will be safe back.

Bye singapore

Going to fly to KL soon~
Who will miss me when im gone?
I wonder.

Fuck

Phelgm stuck in my throat. No air comes in. Fuck you. I almost rip. Im serious.

Kill me

Sick in bed. Cough like shit. Breathe like some mad dog. Fuck.

我真的很爱你。我真的很舍不得你。很不想离开你

Omg now the drama so sad... They broke up.. Fuck can feel the real feelings of theirs when they quarrel and tear... :( omg he tear, I fucking hell cry like shit... :( omg.....

He said "我真的很爱你。我真的很舍不得你。很不想离开你"
she said "下辈子我只会认出你，和你在一起"

Fuck.... I cry like dog... Cant stop my tears flowing... 最痛苦的爱情莫过于这种爱着对方但不能在一起，只能默默的守护对方，远远的看着对方。

Then the scene when he shouted at the yacht that he dont want anybody, not his family, because of him being a tool in the family, he just want her.. Can see he really scream form his bottom of his heart... Whole face red.. And he teared... & the part where he told yang mi, he really love her so badly, really want to be with her, really dont bear to leave her, dont want to leave her..  Hais... And they kissed... But they tear like shit!!!!! :(((((

Why so sad!!!!
Sigh...
Cant control my emotions now...
Depressed mode...
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