爱不疚 - 林峰

Yesterday chat conversation with idiot was really awesome. We chatted till 4am I guess?; thats really long and I wasn't even tired at all! Somehow, I just loved talking to him. & everyday i'm learning new things from him, discovering more and more common topics, interests, likes with me. It seems that we have a lot in common, which was really good! :) Idiot, you know what, i'm really excited and looking forward to December, going out with you! Yeah yeah, all those places you will bring me to go, and the stuff you will prepare. (hehe)

Hmm, today watched 当旺爸爸 and this episode actually tears me. In this scene, Linda Chung (main actress) actually discovered that her boyfriend had a wife in China whom is pregnant. (married for three years) Worst thing is, Linda still thought that that wife is the third party which in fact it isn't. Damn that boyfriend of her, just because he loved Linda more than his wife, he didn't want to tell Linda the truth. Yet, lately, he discovered that his wife is pregnant with his child, thus, he decide to stay with his wife. (what a bastard, he shouldn't even toy with two woman in the first place lahh)

So, after Linda knew it, she decided to let go this relationship, which obviously she have to. (be brave, this kind of guy isn't worth it anyway) What touches me is Linda's family, whom were very supportive, think of every ways to help her. One of it is which they brought her to karaoke box to let her sing to vent out her anger. One of the songs they chose is actually this 爱不疚 by Raymond Lam. (one of my favorite song too!) This song, hmm, a sad song indeed.

When Linda sang, I really teared together with her. I can feel her, just like what I (almost) did last time. When I went to kbox to sing emotional songs, I really wanted to tear out but I told myself I couldn't. I can't let my friends to see my pain, my tears. T_T

收藏在眼眸常徘徊左右爱猜到没有
愉快玩笑后能全然退后你开心就够

这种感觉太亲厚讲一千句也不够
假使讲了你听到后或会走
这种恋爱太罕有不需真正拥有
成全衷心祝福然后就放手

放手放开所有彼此更自由
放手其实我绝非爱得不够
放手豁出所有还有这个好友
已经已经足够

遥远是宇宙静静在背后去看守就够

这种感觉太亲厚讲一千句也不够
即使一刹有过冲动挽你手
这种恋爱太罕有不需真正拥有
成全多舍不得仍然是放手

放手放开所有彼此更自由
放手其实我绝非爱得不够
放手豁出所有还有这个好友
已经已经足够

放手我的牵挂找不到尽头
放手期望你幸福甚麽都有
也许爱很深厚然而我早看得透
放手至可拥有

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Okay, just wanted to post this short "story". LOL.

I was actually kenta-ing with benny, mich and colin now. So, during the 3mins rest in map 3, I was blogging here. & when I went back to the maple screen, I actually went back to the outside waiting map (with the dolphin npc). In my mind, I was thinking; "Eh, so fast down pianus le ah?" BUT OBVIOUSLY IS NOT, CAUSE GLITCH FAIL SO WE FAILED TO PROTECT KENTA. LOL. HAHAHA, LAUGH DIE ME, I DIDN'T KNOW I THINK SO HIGHLY OF BENNY (MAIN ATTACKER)