Mei today asked me to hear this emotional song. The lyrics deeply touched me. Previously, I did experienced it, and it was hell, so I can totally understand and love the song. Now, although things changed and time flies, but I got someone better. Contented. Putting this song in my blog, just to enjoy the melody and yeah~
English Translation The same sky like always, the same ordinary day The only difference is that you're not here I want to smile, pretending to have forgotten everything Pretending it's nothing I want to live smiling
Because I miss you, because I miss you Everyday I keep calling you alone
Because I miss you, because I miss you Now I keep calling your name like a habit Again today
I thought I sent you away without any regrets No, no, I couldn't send you away yet
Because I miss you, because I miss you Everyday I keep calling you alone
Because I miss you, because I miss you Now I keep calling your name like a habit Again today
It seems like I'm going to die, what should I do?
I love you, I love you, I love you Without even saying those words, I sent you away like this
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, do you hear me Can you hear my late confession? I love you
bored in here.... i want to go home.... but just thinking of tomorrow doing cover letter, resume, report and datasheets, i feel so turned off! D: & not to mention studying ppchem and apchem and aia !
This video is about Linda Chung who broke up with her boyfriend knowing that he had a wife, and herself being a third party.... Omg, she sang so emotional, although the actions were kinda funny. LOL
Shall make a short post for this episode i have watched this morning..
This hongkong show, i watched is called 当旺爸爸 and this main male actor participated this Sonic Idol singing competition. His main objective is to get himself into the TV screen in order to let his love (Liu Keung) saw him and find her! However, his friend, Brother Go Rich boy told him an awful lie to him that Liu Keung is dead by Leukemia. D: & so, he sang this song "She's Afar"~ (So touching)
English Translation: I want you to know this feeling of mine I want you to know my heart is racing No matter what it takes no matter what it takes ahh I just don't know I want you to meet all my friends I want you to meet them because I love you I try to hold it in I try to hold it in but this is as far as I can go... Which part about you that I like? I can't quite express it in words Although I'm quite worried because you fall for those pretty girls so easily Even when I know it won't work out I can't stop my love for you I will make a flower of love bloom in the blue sky To color my monotone everyday with a bright pink color I don't know I don't know if it'll work out what am I supposed to do? No matter how many times I say it no matter how many times I say it ahh there's nothing I can do I want to give it my all one more time I want to give it my all I love you I'm looking at you I'm looking at you ahh I feel so insecure... Once I've realized... that I'm so in love with you I'm always by your side morning noon and night Even if it's out of my character as I want you to know that I love you I will make a flower of love bloom in my burning chest And the setting sun will gently, tenderly dye my flower in its orange color I hope the tiny round bud will eventually bloom against the rain and the wind Let's make the flower of our love bloom Though there will be days when we will feel sad or slightly bittersweet... I will make a flower of love bloom in my burning chest And the setting sun will gently, tenderly dye my flower in its orange color
since theres nothing to do, but wait.... so i shall just blog about something.
What i ate today:
SUBWAY Turkey and Ham~ Gosh, its dam cheap lahh and yummy! Because i added lettuces and onions, mayonise, sweet onion and chili sauce! :DD waaaaaa, dam nice please!!!!!! & the cookies; raseberry cheesecake and white chip m nut! Okay, i feel hungry now~ TT
omg... im going to wait for two hours to cut my hair... TT i want to cry already! because, im so freaking tired and i can sleep anytime... i feel like going home first... LOL... but wenyi isnt here yet~ D:
Hehehe, i bought something. Actually, i dont know why i buy it. but, buy le jiu do it ba though my plan wasnt THAT~ hmmmmm, should i change or stick to it? x.x tough one..... but now really hard to do to it!!!!! D:
I guess im going to watch SAO soon, so that i can buy some merchandise in AFA!!!!!!!!!! :D
Its kinda sad that last year AFA, latest and famous anime is Kaichou but i dont know about it.... SADDENING.... imagine if theres USUI BODY PILLOW or bedsheet.... WAAAA.... LOL!!!!! (usui i need you!!!)
& why why why!!!!! why usui and kiyomaro not famous enough?!?! I WANT TO SEE U ALL EH!! D:
Yesterday chat conversation with idiot was really awesome. We chatted till 4am I guess?; thats really long and I wasn't even tired at all! Somehow, I just loved talking to him. & everyday i'm learning new things from him, discovering more and more common topics, interests, likes with me. It seems that we have a lot in common, which was really good! :) Idiot, you know what, i'm really excited and looking forward to December, going out with you! Yeah yeah, all those places you will bring me to go, and the stuff you will prepare. (hehe)
Hmm, today watched 当旺爸爸 and this episode actually tears me. In this scene, Linda Chung (main actress) actually discovered that her boyfriend had a wife in China whom is pregnant. (married for three years) Worst thing is, Linda still thought that that wife is the third party which in fact it isn't. Damn that boyfriend of her, just because he loved Linda more than his wife, he didn't want to tell Linda the truth. Yet, lately, he discovered that his wife is pregnant with his child, thus, he decide to stay with his wife. (what a bastard, he shouldn't even toy with two woman in the first place lahh)
So, after Linda knew it, she decided to let go this relationship, which obviously she have to. (be brave, this kind of guy isn't worth it anyway) What touches me is Linda's family, whom were very supportive, think of every ways to help her. One of it is which they brought her to karaoke box to let her sing to vent out her anger. One of the songs they chose is actually this 爱不疚 by Raymond Lam. (one of my favorite song too!) This song, hmm, a sad song indeed.
When Linda sang, I really teared together with her. I can feel her, just like what I (almost) did last time. When I went to kbox to sing emotional songs, I really wanted to tear out but I told myself I couldn't. I can't let my friends to see my pain, my tears. T_T
Okay, just wanted to post this short "story". LOL.
I was actually kenta-ing with benny, mich and colin now. So, during the 3mins rest in map 3, I was blogging here. & when I went back to the maple screen, I actually went back to the outside waiting map (with the dolphin npc). In my mind, I was thinking; "Eh, so fast down pianus le ah?" BUT OBVIOUSLY IS NOT, CAUSE GLITCH FAIL SO WE FAILED TO PROTECT KENTA. LOL. HAHAHA, LAUGH DIE ME, I DIDN'T KNOW I THINK SO HIGHLY OF BENNY (MAIN ATTACKER)
