Days passed, its been more than two months already, hmm, yet, i got no idea how is it going to be like? Like i say, its going to depend on fate. But i know, my fate is probably not a good one. Whatever. All the best towards the future that lies within us.
If you think of me at the hardest times or good times, I would be happy about it. At least I know I still have a place in your heart. But I guess not. Always, is not the quantity, but is the quality and the effort you put in determines the result. But no matter how sincere I am towards you, how much effort I put in to attract your attention, but I don't get the result I want. Time takes time, to show result. Maybe. I know, everything has already put to a stop since a year ago. Why still bother? XX, why?
They always said, from the whole view of your eyes, no matter how crowded there are, you will always identify the one you like from far, you will always see that one, be it the real or similar. & you start to ponder, is it me that thinks too much, love you too much, like you too much, or what? I hate it. I don't like this feeling. I don't like to think too much, thinking of those unnecessary stuff. I don't want yet I can't stop myself from doing that.
Tell me. What should I do?
There's already a lot of things for me to start thinking and planning for my future. I want to do this. But I need to think, which is better? & how long I need to achieve? Is it possible? I couldn't get an answer. I deprive for an answer. & next time is, where to get it? Hi, can let me know?
I miss you. Enough said.