那一瞬滑落地决不是坚强
只是不想让宿命风干欲望
透过手指 摸不到阳光
看在眼里 全是一道道伤
那一刹迷失地决不是方向
只是不忍把寂寞垒成高墙
锥心的痛 慢慢品尝
尝过之后 心都变得冰凉
不再有泪 真真假假已无所谓
但求无愧 韶华过后无须安慰
谁错谁对 深爱从来都要防备
但求一醉 梦里跟你紧相依偎
不再有泪 人生总大喜大悲
但求无愧 心底残留一丝矜贵
心动心碎 难免都要一一体会
但求一醉 花开后你笑得最美
Been watching a lot of china ancient related dramas... all about romance, true love, how real gentleman actually can love and go for his girl. But of course, always sad ending, its all fate. Learnt a lot from these, how life should be experienced, just like how I'm going through now. Ups and down, river flows, no matter how bad it is, we should always be strong, go for further, live life to the fullest. Yes, my heart could be broken now, but it's all my fate and how my life is set from the start. I shouldn't blame anyone, but accept it, and enjoy my future. Although, everyday could be different, like how my emotions fluctuates, how my mind is telling me otherwise from my heart, everyday 2 is fighting between, I'm struggling hard, but I believe I will get over with it.
Like how this song tells me, everything is pre-destined.