Wednesday 23 December 2015

2015 thoughts

2015 is ending soon, real soon. Yet I felt that I have accomplished anything significant this year, but rather, tons of problems and situations not settled well, like a mature adult.

I guess, as people ages, we tend to think alot, and far as well. As a 22 year old, supposingly, I should have what I should have, or some future plans that should be executing right now. Yet, none was done of course. Just 1.5 years more/ 3 semesters more to go, and I will be entering the working society. But, the way of how I act and handled my problems lately, is too childish, when I reflected back. Sorry to those that I have hurt you one in another way.

I should start to ask myself, what I really need, what I really want. What is not suppose to be left behind, and move on. Previously, or rather for the past few years, I have been wasting my time thinking of stuff that is ridiculous. I should be a mature individual, thinking of my future than pondering within the past memories that will not happen again.

Im self-reflecting.
I need to learn from my mistakes. And not making these mistakes AGAIN.
I need to be more mature. More calm in handling my emotions and issues. Be what I should be doing.

Need to sit down for some life planning and my 2016 new year resolutions.

I remembered my 2015 resolutions was...
- Running (well did it but need do more)
- Gpa 4.30 (I need to buck up, it dropped)
- Slim down (I just gained more LOL)
- Read books (I did abit only, do more pls)
- More calm (totally failed ....)
- Savings (not at all)

TOTALLY FAILED HAHAHAHAH.
PLEASE XX, YOU NEED TO IMPROVE THIS YEAR ALRIGHT.