Have been watching this taiwan drama, 莫非，这就是爱情。Murphy's law of law, where one part of the scene inspired me to write back my blog. -writing letter to myself-
To be honest, its been few days or weeks its been bothering inside my mind. Fuck. I dont stalk your instagram, but you have been posting photos lately, with her, together. You told me before that you would want to go overseas with your special one to certain country, like Japan, and yeah, you did that, with her. Wow. I dont know when you started off with her, but congratulations. Theres two sides of me right now. Im happy that you found your girl, yet, at the same time, im angry because i still couldn't move on. I should be glad that you have. But just certain parts of me was hoping for that moment to happen, but it wont be. Was sad, to be frank.
But. Im happy with my single life. 8 months and counting. Just a little sad to be lonely at times. Doing things alone can be meaningful and productive. Now, just looking forward to my Taiwan trip in early August. Wanted to travel alone overseas but probably end of the year, so can travel further. Hehe. Im ready!! Skipping July would be great, not wanting birthday to arrive, like really.. Just dont like that number, that day, that month.............
Feeling sick at this timing.. Sucks.. Faster recover xx, tomorrow got star wars okay!!!!!! Hope to get all the modules i wanted. Especially malay level 1!! Im ready to kick start with new language againnnnnn!! :)